I haven’t blogged anything in forever. I must’ve started half a dozen different posts, but the words won’t flow, and the pictures are frustratingly bad.
My head’s echoing with my parents oft-voiced opinions that I give up on everything, can’t do anything right, that I’ll never achieve anything.
In fact, I seem to have reverted to my teenage self. I’ve been hitting replay on the same song for the last hour. Anything to try to drown out those negative voices…
Also, I can feel myself falling. Truly, madly, deeply, hopelessly… I’m not ready to talk about this one, but I can’t think about anything else.